Cheese (goes with the following wine)
How do you know if you need help, am I just being dramatic and over sensitive? I would never take my life, the will to live is too strong. However like most people I've thought about it. Some people think about a big show of it to make everyone feel bad. I feel like if I ever went there I'd try to go quietly. I might leave a note telling people I love them to give them some closure. I would try to make it as easy for everyone else as possible. Much more likely I'd take the same approach and move away, try to start over and just disappear quietly. I don't know why I'd want to run away but it's fun to think about sometimes. But no, I need to get over myself and just fix my problems. I need to stop whining and man up. I need to stop hating myself